Energy Work

Yesterday I had an EMDR appointment. I had taken my new remedy Tuesday evening. Later in the evening I felt very anxious and somewhat depressed about the house situation (closing has been pushed out as we wait on the septic).

Wednesday I felt ill all morning and became very depressed and lethargic as the day went on. I saw L in the evening and she commented on how low my energy was. As a result she did not want to do EMDR and we did energy work instead. This is the first time we have done this.

I lay on the table and, although my eyes were closed, I knew where her hands were. It felt like particles of energy from me were being drawn to a magnet held above specific body parts. At other moments I felt as though specific parts of my body, where she had laid her hands, were experiencing vertigo. That’s the only way I know to explain it – there was a sense of vibration and vertigo, but only in specific body parts.

L commented that I was holding a lot of “junk” in my 2nd chakra – which is where I feel ill. It hurt more while she was doing the energy work, but afterward it felt better.

Afterward I felt like you do when you are coming down off a hallucinogenic drug. I felt a bit racy, not grounded, and very hyper aware. It was odd.

Today I do feel somewhat better mentally. I did not sleep well last night due to DH’s snoring, so I am exhausted. I have a sharp pain in my right shoulder/neck and my stomach is off. Given I have a big night ahead of me I hope I feel better soon.