I finally got my head around the fact that we will not close by the 8th and what happens? The lender starts acting like we will close by the 8th. Apparently I do not deal well with changes of plan during stressful times - if ever.
Yesterday I had an M appointment. As she tried to help me be rational about the closing I resisted and resisted becoming more and more upset. It was bizarre. Lots of tears.
I went home and did my homework, which I was considering blowing off because I had both a regular therapy appointment and a couples therapy appointment. I did not blow it off and I did not fall asleep!
Then the couples therapy appointment. Lots and lots of tears. Oy. My eyes are swollen today and I am exhausted.
Our landlord is showing the apartment either Wednesday or Thursday. So tonight I will make a nice dinner (Broiled Lemon Mustard Perch with assorted vegetables) and clean.
My weight is back to what it was, but I feel like it was a wake-up call. I was sliding into eating lots of sweets - which I feel is another form of self-medicating. I think the mindful eating will help me make better food choices.
It is only Tuesday morning and I feel like this has been a heck of a long week!
1 comments:
sounds like you could use some sleep ;)
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